I'm one happy victorious heifer! A touch of love and truth and beauty springs forth. We don't know how we affect one another's lives. We don't really even know the people we are married to and live with, because one spirit still has millions of thoughts and personalities, that's why religion is all screwed up. It's a mental disorder of a singular organism trying to argue with itself. I know what bi-polar is, it's alright, nothing serious, just a mental misunderstanding. Breathe in. Breathe out. Everything is always happening for my good, I am thankful for my heart. Breathe in. Breathe out. I am so thankful for a heart that keeps me alive and loving and growing. Breathe in. Breathe out. I am thankful for a brain to think with, to create with, to have the stupidest arguments with. Breathe in. Breathe out. I am thankful for every person that is living in the experience with me. They are like beautiful flowers on the side of a mountain. Breathe in. Breathe out. I love the beautiful flowers. There is only this. There is only now. I am mindful of the moment and the beautiful flowers.

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Mary Kay and the Butterfly Diva

Remember that.

Mary Kay and the Butterfly Diva.

That's the name that is going to create so many fun times and learning experiences.

I'm starting the "You're So Beautiful." campaign, towards empowering women, creating marketing tools with art and instilling pride of ownership to Mary Kay consultants and Directors everywhere.

Pink Cadillacs, makeup and paintings.

It's so exciting!

It's exploding with possibilities and I created it!

I'm having such a good time writing my thoughts down, designing what I want it to look like, planning two day conferences.

It's so beautiful for me, the joy I'm experiencing right now in this moment, creating this for the future and to have a good time with it.

I'm so excited I feel like others see me as a crazy person, all over the place, bursting with ideas.